A Return to the Blog

I’ve been writing regularly these past few weeks. Even months really. But only for me. And not from a creative standpoint. Just writing. Journaling mostly. I’ve been thinking quite a lot about my journey through life, where I am, and if I am happy with that.

And the answer is: I don’t know?

Yes, with a question at the end.

There are some things where I am pretty happy with where I am in life, satisfied one might even say. But there are so many other ways in which I am not satisfied. Not happy with where I am. Where I want to improve. So I have been embarking on that journey.

Look, I’m getting older. I mean, of course I am. We all are. But I am now to the point that I would consider myself on the downward slop of middle aged. Sliding into oblivion. Not climbing anymore, just barging down that inevitable hill to the 6 foot deep hole at the end of this rainbow trajectory of life. No pot of gold there.

But I want this later half to be more, different, better. I want to become a better version of myself. And so, I am undertaking that journey.